Victoria

title: Headlong and Full-Tilt
rating: hard R to NC-17, depending on your sensibilities
characters/pairings: Sam/OMC, implied Sam/Dean
word count: 920
spoilers: through 4.10
warnings: dark; second-person POV
note: This is absolutely not what pyrebi asked for. Also, this is how I compensate for writing fluff for whenboymeetsboy apparently.

summary: You wonder if there’s a demon you let out called Grief. If you’re possessed. The summer Dean wasn’t around.

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( The first thing you do after you bury your brother is drink yourself unconscious in some dive bar in central Illinois. )